我才找到人生的意义

上周五突然重病，完全说不出话来了，8日一早从广州独自一人飞来了无锡，从机场出来路边全是盛开的红色玫瑰花，我住在蠡湖边，无锡绝对是这个世界上最如梦如幻的江南古城。我爱热闹，也爱冷清。我爱群居，也爱独处，这两天去吃了荠菜馄饨，去买小时候的小圆面包。站在街角，初秋的阳光让我双肩温暖。每天深夜在家看欧美电影。25年前我失去父亲的那一天，我就失去了我的整个人生。直到我找到了这份工作，我才找到了人生的意义。这不只是一份工作，这份工作对我意义非凡。地球自转亿万年，世上分日夜，夏季太阳照在北回归线上，日长夜短，冬季则相反。为什么人类只在这奇异星球上短暂存活几十载？却受尽各种苦楚？所以我们要把时光过好。我就是要这个世界有一束光为我而打，我就是要有一个舞台为我而亮，我就是要这个世界上有一些人为我而来，这非常非常重要。

Last Friday, I suddenly got sick seriously and lost my voice. On the early morning of October 8th, I took a flight from Guangzhou to Wuxi alone. The red roses are blooming over the road near the airport. I live by the Lihu Lake. And I think Wuxi must be the most dreamlike ancient city of Jiangnan in this world. I enjoy liveliness, as well as solitude. I enjoy staying with people, as well as leaving some time for myself. These two days, I had shepherd's purse wonton, and bought some buns that I used to eat in my childhood. Standing at the corner of the street, I felt the warmth on my shoulders from the sunshine of early autumn. Everyday I watch foreign movies at home late at night. 25 years ago, on the day when I lost my father, I felt like I lost my entire life. It was not until I started this career that I found the meaning of my life. It is not just a job, but a career that means a lot to me. The Earth has been rotating for billions of years, and the world is divided into days and nights. The sun is directly over the Tropic of Cancer making longer days and shorter nights in summer, and vice versa in winter. Humans only live a short life on this beautiful planet, but some of them live with suffering. Why? That's why we should cherish every moment. All I want is that there is a beam of light especially lighting up for me, that there is a stage especially set up for me, and that there are people especially coming up for me. That means a lot.