每天深夜常常坐在床上读书,这是多年的习惯。遥想年少十五,与父亲江边漫步,在后山坐观星光,深夜一起吃面。他做的宫爆鸡丁和小酥肉,真的是一级美味,我们家里还有八个动物的烤饼机,这些都让我永志难忘。10岁那年,父亲得了癌症,我夜夜从睡梦中惊醒,我怕他突然离我而去。而那时中国医疗还很落后,我眼睁睁地看着我深爱的人要离开我,我却无能为力。后来我真的失去了父亲,无人可以陪伴,故遇见困难,即时自闭,心胸翳痛,万箭穿心。我做不到节哀顺变。我只愿与独处相安,与万事言和。2019年金秋十月,我与方子出差德国。我们22天拜访了30家著名医院69位关键学术领袖。每天清晨和午后我们在德国两个城市奔跑,穿着中式旗袍去医院开会。在堪称美丽的城市里,在阳光下的咖啡厅。这世界自有待我如珠如宝的人,从头到尾,我都是一个简单的故事,太阳照在我的脸上,暖气洋洋,美不可挡……年少时我也曾假设过上千次,未来我会做什么样的工作?我会在什么样的情况下遇见他们,在一个有月亮的夜晚,在一片紫色的沙滩,在人潮汹涌的大街,在一个喝香槟的晚宴,在大学的演讲厅,在公司的会议室……可是没有,我一直没遇见他们,最后在2014年一点都没有准备的情况下我在德国遇见了他们。他们的确独一无二,他们的确是我的知已,事业伙伴。我不会忘记他们,一万年都不会。真的是良辰美景奈何天……2023年9月快来到了,青山白水,后会有期!见一次面吧,在9月16日28度的中国海滨城市厦门。
I often sit on the bed reading late at night, which has been a habit for many years. I recall when I was fifteen, walking by the river with my father, sitting in the back mountain watching the stars, and eating noodles together late at night. The Kung Pao Chicken and Crispy Pork Slices he made are really first-class delicacy. We even had a Chinese pancake maker with eight animals as the pattern on it. These are all unforgettable memories for me. When I was 10, my father was diagnosed with cancer. Every night I woke up from sleep afraid he would leave me at any moment. At that time, China's medical system was still underdeveloped. There was nothing I could do but to watch helplessly that the person I loved was about to leave me. After I lost my father, no one supported me. Every time I encountered difficulties, I shut down myself immediately, with all hard feelings inside and feel like my heart being shot by thousands of arrows. It’s difficult for me to accept the reality and move on. All I can do is to enjoy solitude and reconcile with everything. In the golden autumn of 2019, I went on a business trip to Germany with Helen. During the 22-day trip, we visited 69 key academic leaders in 30 renowned hospitals. Every morning and afternoon, we shuttled between cities in Germany, wearing traditional Chinese Qipao to meet the experts at the hospitals. No matter in beautiful cities or at the cafes bathed in sunshine. There will be someone who treats me as a treasure. Looking back at my whole life, it is a quite simple story. I like it when the sun is shining on my face, lighting up my day with warmth and beauty. When I was young, I also imagined thousands of times what kind of job I would have in the future, and under what circumstances I will meet them. On a moonlit night, on a purple beach, on a crowded street, at a champagne dinner party, in a university lecture hall, or in a business conference room...But no, I hadn't met them all along, and finally in 2014, without any preparation, I met them in Germany. They are indeed unique. They are indeed my confidants and business partners. I will never forget them, not even in ten thousand years. Why does Heaven give us brilliant day and dazzling sight yet not enough time to spend together...September 2023 is around the corner. The green mountains remain unchanged, the clear waters continue to flow, until we meet again. Let us meet on Sept. 16 in the coastal city of Xiamen, China with a comfortable temperature of 28℃.